So stressed!

So much has gone on since I blogged last. SO MUCH! Since then, I have been to college for a semester, lost my dear Aunt Pattie to cancer, bought my own radio station and many other things. GEESH! For weeks now my husband has been off work due to a cyst in his foot and has been in extreme pain and has been having trouble walking. It pains me to know that he is in that much pain. He is having surgery next Wednesday for it. The first sugery Curtis has has his whole life and I have to tell you, I am SCARED to death. His father has trouble with being put to sleep while having surgery. He doesn't want to wake up and they have almost lost him several times. THAT is why I am scared. I NEVER want to lost my best friend. That is one thing that is stressing me. Let me just make a list, maybe that will be easier.

• I am scared of losing my best friend.
• I am stressed of not having money.
• I am stressed of not getting any ads sold for the station. (commercials)
• I am stressed because the trade shows aren't as packed as they should be. (we sell sunglasses at trade shows: http://www.riversedgeaccessories.com/)
• I am stressed and SCARED of my husband's game not making enough.
• I am stressed and scared of my hubby going back to work, he will be working 8-5 and frankly I am spoiled of him being at home.
• I am stressed and scared that we won't do anything for our 1 year anniversary next month.
• I am stressed that we don't have a cake to bite into for said anniversary (someone stole ours and what happens if we don't eat a bite? Will we get divorced within a certain amount of time?).
• I am stressed, stressed, STRESSED!!!!!

Okay, just wanted to vent, will write more later!!